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Square 1 Tuesday, January 4, 201112:44 AM After talking to you for so long, I still feel like I'm back to square one. I really didn't mean to bring it up again. I was (and still am) emo about being perpetually broke, caged, and that nagging aimlessness that's wafting around me. And now I feel like some prick who keeps talking about unhappy issues. But since the topic came up I might as well.. And no, I don't have expectations. Hopes, yes, everyone has hopes. But expectations? No, hardly. I know where I stand. I may take initiative a lot of times and I may act like your indifference doesn't bother me, but I can sense the one-sidedness of all this, and I've pointed it out many times. You're right, I should slow down. But I only asked for a response because... because you were looking at me from the fence. And a fence-sitter is never welcome when I'm trying to decide whether to try or to give up. And I think I should just let this go. I miss you, but sometimes that just makes me feel awkward and pathetic. I really like spending time with you, and listening/talking to you, but right now I don't know where to draw the line. So where do I go from here?

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