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Heard your name on the radio Wednesday, December 8, 20108:52 PM I don't like to broadcast about things I'm insecure about. Granted when I'm really down, I'll bitch or whine to my closest friends, who know everything and the context of the things I'm saying. Context is important to me. If someone doesn't understand the context of what I feel like confiding, chances are I won't bother saying the long story. It's way too tiring. But sometimes I don't even talk to anyone, especially when I'm really emo or insecure. Perhaps I'm afraid I'll be judged. Or maybe it's cos I just prefer to keep my thoughts to myself, so that they can't come back and haunt/hurt me. Was just telling my friends that when I'm emo, I sleep. When I'm stressed, I cry to release tension. When I'm reaaaally angry, I cry livid tears. When I'm upset, I get all quiet cos I'm thinking hard. When I have something to say and I don't know how to say it? I bite my lips and try to drag the conversation. And I don't know why I like to do things that only increase my insecurities. I always tell people, if you can't handle what you're gonna find, don't go digging. But alot of times I hardly don't follow my own advice, and I end up questioning my actions and others' integrities.

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